Where's the Wisdom?

For about two years, I tossed around the idea of blogging. I told people I was gonna start a blog: not fully believing it would happen after stalling for so long. I remember downplaying the name I’d come up with for my own brand only to be encouraged to go forth. I thought Wildflowers of Wisdom sounded so silly.But God continued to give me a vision for it. And I decided to start doing & stop talking.I remember times not so long ago where I was so passionate about Wildflowers of Wisdom. You know you love something when you start to make sacrifices and investments because you believe in it so much. I continued to write despite feeling down about the lack of views because I know that the 2 or 3 who do read may very well be depending on what I share to get through their own crisis.But just as this has been a blessing for some. It has blessed me even more. I found myself breaking free from circumstances that have had me bound for years. Wildflowers of Wisdom is my baby ya’ll. This space has been very much an oasis of healing.I’ve poured out the sentiments of my heart here and I’m deeply saddened that I feel like I’m losing that drive and determination I started with. I have reached a season where I lack all motivation to write. I have small ideas but can never expound on them. No matter how many new word documents I start or notes I type in my phone with the intent to share the timing never seems right. The wording never seems perfect. And I just don’t have the same excitement I used to have. I have a lot of things that have happened since my last post and as much as I want to share I can not force it.I will not force it. I have found when I honestly felt led to share with you guys and not forced by insurmountable pressure placed upon me by myself that I gained more from this. As therapeutic as this is for me, I’ll continue to write through it but I’m gonna take this time to work out some more heavy issues with God and an actual therapist. I don’t know how long this hiatus will be, but believe me, I am not giving up on my “child.” I’ll be back.I could use any encouraging words, prayers, testimonies, and just any love ya’ll have to share. Text me, DM me, email me, comment: whatever way you have to reach me. I would really appreciate an outpour of love as I process all this.Latressa  ♥